| Hey everyone! soo, i absolutely love this picture of me and my friends.. can you guys help me out and vote for this picture? it'd be really nice of you.. and psot it to other places too!! thanks soo much! i appreciate it |
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| Hey Guys!! Okay, i entered this in a competition so -- if you guys could vote on this picture, it'd help me soo much! Thanks for all your help!! =D |
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| YESSS!! i finally figured out my password for this stupid thing hahah. i couldn't for a looong while and it kept blocking me out.. but i got it =D yesssssssss!!! .... that is all. -Joy |
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| uhmm...
live life to the fullest..
keep smiling
be happy
positive sayings like that
but..
never forget who you are.
no matter how hard times may be
or how often things have changed. |
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| you know.. i look back at one particular weblog and i realize how my feelings come back into a full circle.
I dont' know, it's still the same as much as i hate to admit it. That old hate is still there and i can never forget it. What's going on now is even more confusing. Hm.. that same person may be reading this right now.. aren't you? I don't care anymore. I still go by the "don't toy with my emotions" because i absolutely hate it. Just be straight with me. Stop sending me mixed signals and all that. I don't even know if you know you're doing it.
haha.. usually when i look back at those entries i just compare it to the things happening now and i usually just laugh at it because i made such a big deal out of things. What can i say, i seem to like a bit of drama in my life. But, reading most of that, i felt so much of it now it scared me. haha, even the part when i start just going crazy on you felt good to read and all that. Meh, made me feel like punching you, erm, someone in the face.
I'm sorry if i'm ignoring you.. or avoiding you.. or even if you notice that at all. It's just a way for me to -- not get hurt. It scares me... ha. People are telling me to forget you.. i see you everyday. thats' a bit hard.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....
ha. i'm so vulnerable to this bullshit.. you think i would've learned from the other guy. who's still a complete asshole by the way. well, actually i wouldn't know. i don't see him at all. but... i don't want to lose you as a friend. just.. don't.. send me mixed signals. i know you probably already know.. but don't do this to me. The more i'll get pissed.. and the more i'm gonna force myself to avoid you.. and the harder it'll be for me to actually start this all over again.
just be honest with me.. |
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